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August 02 I'm getting old You're getting old!! - my friends charge me  , also yesterdayi had a dinner in the bar (my friends are the owners) and they've begun: -" you don't eat as before, you don't drink as before, what's happen? you're getting old!" ehy i wanna only do a healthy life!  before i didn't do it and, in that time, i was wrong! an example: stopping to smoke has been a great victory for me but i have to confess... yesterday at about 1.30 my friends are gone to a beach party and me... to home  and during the dinner they suggested to go to Amsterdam by car for the holiday, and me.... i've found a thousand problems ; instead, some years ago, i'd joyfully acceptedmaybe, even better, surely is the truth i don't have fun as before or smile as before... but i can't, i'm not able to live lightly like the others July 26 From Seaside i perceived the heat of the sun, dimmed by a fresh breeze: a fisherman let down the nets, a child built his castle, the horizon vanished far, while i breathed - still - floating.... i swayed carried by the waves and listened to the voice of sea May 25 .strange sensation. I'm going through a confused patch. I feel i should think over for a long time, but i'm too busy with daily business for to do that I've the strange sensation, (i'm talking about family life) that, i'm become the adult and my parents the childs. Someone has ever known it? Is it a thing that happens commonly? Or my parents are a little deficients? (the last chance is more than probable) I've heard a "way to say" that says: -to be getting on the years people become again childs. Till one year ago i thought to other things, like every twenty-year-old, but now , instead, i feel me investited with responsibility. I operate like ... a head of a family. That makes me anxious because i perceive, other people, fragile - i don't know why -  and i'm not able to inculcate them the truth, to help them. (i've many difficulties to help even myself!) I've been shunted in this situation without notice  I feel (my) road to run under my feet... .... - hey stop the world - i wanna get off!  April 06 EARTHQUAKE NEAR MY VILLAGE there has been an earthquake.......surely someone have seen it on tv. it's happened near my village, about 200 - 300 km it was one of five that are happened during a day,..the big one....not much big in word scale however it has been terrible. i'm a bit worried because my house was built when there still was Mussolini it's old and, problaly, the first that could fall down ....uhm......i think i will not sleep tonight  April 05 NUCLEAR ENERGY STOP When i’ve known about the agreement between Italy and France for the building of, (if i don’t make a mistake), 4 last-generation nuclear centrals, my blood frozen!! If there was a thing, in this country, i considered positive was the "no" for the nuclear energy. Why do we hurt ourselves? The answer is simple - because the politicians look only to their personal profit. There are researches which say how much is dangerous the nuclear energy....the exposure at the radiations alter the Dna and can cause serious damages till the 20th generation!!!! (you are the first generation, your son is the second, the son of your son is the third....and so on. 30 years are considered for every generation, therefore doing a simple product we have as result 600 years - if a grandfather o'mine, in the 1400 d.C. were been exposed by radiations, me, in the 2009, could pay the consequences). But all is covered by silence!! The world agency for nuclear energy, that should do the public interest, decides which researches must to be done and which must to make public.....  .....In the meanwhile we stuff the planet with radioactive waste......and the insanity to say they can be controled......(God only can know it, because of the radioactive waste remain active for thousand years and more! More than all human history long!!!!!!) And recently i've heard a government's member that have told, on tv, the nuclear energy is a clean energy.......I'VE NO MORE WORDS  Quando ho saputo dell'accordo tra Italia e Francia, per la costruzione (se non sbaglio) di 4 centrali nucleari di ultima generazione, mi si è gelato il sangue!! Se c'era qualcosa, di questo paese, che consideravo positiva, era il "no" all'energia nucleare. Perchè ci vogliamo male? La risposta è semplice - perchè i politici guardano solo al profitto personale. Ci sono studi che dicono quanto sia pericolosa l'energia nucleare: l'esposizione alle radiazioni modifica il Dna provocando danni gravissimi fino alla 20esima generazione!!! (tu sei la prima generazione, i tuoi figli sono la seconda, i figli dei tuoi figli sono la terza....e così via. Ad ogni generazione viene attribuito un tempo di 30 anni, quindi facendo un semplice prodotto fa 600 anni - se un mio avo nel 1400 d.C. fosse stato esposto a radiazioni, io adesso, nel 2009, potrei pagarne le conseguenze). Ma tutto è messo a tacere!! L'agenzia mondiale per il nucleare, che dovrebbe fare l'interesse di tutti, decide a suo piacimento quale studio va fatto e quale va reso pubblico.......... .......Nel frattempo farciamo il pianeta di scorie radioattive........con la follia di dire che possono essere gestite.........(Dio solo lo sa, visto che le scorie restano radioattive per migliaia di anni e più! Più dell'intera storia dell'umanità!!!) Recentemente ho sentito un membro del governo, in tv, dire che l'energia nucleare è un'energia pulita.....................NON HO PIU' PAROLE December 26 cit.“I never wanted to know / Never wanted to see I wasted my time / Till time wasted me I never wanted to go / I always wanted to stay 'Cause the persons i am / Are the parts that i play So i plot and i plan / And i hope and i scheme To the lure of the night / Filled with unfinished dreams And i’m holding on tight / To a world gone astray As they charge me for years / I can no longer pay ” (written by SAVATAGE) November 16 cit.... gli esseri umani, nella condizione della loro massima impotenza effettiva, si immaginano onnipotenti col sostegno della scienza e della tecnica. Erich Fromm "Avere o essere?" |
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